Moodless

Some of you may see me tuned to my best mood ever 

Always being hyper...
Always being happy...

I even make fun / jokes with my classmate/frens

To be honest, I was actually in a realli FOUL mood
I can't even make myself to stay happy

I don't understand what's wrong 'bout myself (This makes me even have doubts about myself)

"Why am I so unlucky in this ENTIRE week ???"
I tried to convince myself with : " Yeong Chai, Yeong Chai, Pa Buay Dou!!!"
But still my mood had been brought down over the things that happens this week!!!
I don't know will I ever be happy on the first day of CNY!!!
I wanna end my life just like this....
Just simply can't TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! =X (EMO!!!)